segunda-feira, 28 de setembro de 2015

Tenham lá paciência, mas estando nós fartinhos de filhos famílias (a arrastarem o seu sofrimento metafísico em sofás de pele, e diante de estantes com livros) estamos completamente apanhadinhos por esta lufada de ar fresco chamada Joanne Rowling (por outras palavras, há quem diga sabedoria, ou seja, o que mantém viva a literatura).

I cannot remember telling my parents that I was studying Classics; they might well have found out for the first time on graduation day. Of all the subjects on this planet, I think they would have been hard put to name one less useful than Greek mythology when it came to securing the keys to an executive bathroom.

I would like to make it clear, in parenthesis, that I do not blame my parents for their point of view. There is an expiry date on blaming your parents for steering you in the wrong direction; the moment you are old enough to take the wheel, responsibility lies with you. What is more, I cannot criticise my parents for hoping that I would never experience poverty. They had been poor themselves, and I have since been poor, and I quite agree with them that it is not an ennobling experience. Poverty entails fear, and stress, and sometimes depression; it means a thousand petty humiliations and hardships. Climbing out of poverty by your own efforts, that is indeed something on which to pride yourself, but poverty itself is romanticised only by fools.

An exceptionally short-lived marriage had imploded, and I was jobless, a loneparent, and as poor as it is possible to be in modern Britain, without being homeless. The fears that my parents had had for me, and that I had had formyself, had both come to pass, and by every usual standard, I was the biggest failure I knew

Now, I am not going to stand here and tell you that failure is fun. That period of my life was a dark one, and I had no idea that there was going to be what the press has since represented as a kind of fairy tale resolution. I had no idea then how far the tunnel extended, and for a long time, any light at the end of it was a hope rather than a reality.

So why do I talk about the benefits of failure? Simply because failure meant a stripping away of the inessential. I stopped pretending to myself that I was anything other than what I was, and began to direct all my energy into finishing the only work that mattered to me.

Sem comentários: